Tomorrow I have a spanish test and a paper due in Adolescent Psychology, and by Friday I have to have a 10 page paper written and the entire NT and a 600 page text book read. So it is obviously the most opportune time I have had in the last couple months to blog!
I have been...fine. Not really thriving, but not barely getting by either. I live in the day to day. I laugh hard sometimes, cry a little sometimes and generally enjoy life. My family is great. My boyfriend is great. School is fine. Work is fine. I like playing soccer on Saturdays, and I love that the sun has come out to play today. I like the shoes I'm wearing right now, don't want to do my homework, and don't really have the energy to will myself into it. I miss some people, but I don't think the feeling is mutual. That hurts quite a bit...
I'm frustrated but tired of fighting, have split ends but don't have time to get a haircut, and I think I'm a caffine addict for the first time in my life. I joined Facebook but still maintain that the definition of "friend" used by most of my "friends" is a poor subsitute for real friendship. I am excited about being a senior counselor at Pine Cove this summer, but my excitement is coupled with feelings of extreme inadequacy and premature visions of failure. I have been really stressed and, knowing that I don't handle stress well, have been quite stressed about how stressed I've been. Right now isn't what I expected right now to be like, but all things considered, it's not bad.